The learning Disorder

Apparently one should learn from their mistakes

Well then we must have a serious learning disorder

Because we keep making the same mistakes over and over again

But can anyone really blame us?

If some of our mistakes come in different shapes and forms

Every time we think: different scenario, different circumstances

But wait! Different scenario, different circumstances, Same Fool!

Like some sort of cosmic joke, and the gods are against us

The truth so often evades us, and the 'aha!' moment comes too late

Suddenly we see the truth, that perhaps we had once known

The truth, that perhaps we chose to forget

We suddenly realise...

We should have tried harder

We should have pushed forward

We should have backed down

We should have said something

We should have said nothing

We should have prayed

We should have stayed home

We should have helped

We should have saved

We should have mended that broken relationship

We should have overcome our learning disorder

But we did not... and the cycle goes on

Different scenario, different circumstances

Same old retard

~ Inspiration: I was telling a friend about the different ways i've spent money this summer, and how i'm going to save...and then i was like...oh but i want to do this and that and that...and then I realised, I would always have something (something that's not always smart) to use my money for... meanwhile i hate being broke oh. lol..i'm like a retard, i never learn. We then had a group convo about how people sometimes just don't want to learn. We keep making the same mistakes, just in a diff manner/fashion. It progresses from the very minute things to the really grave/ epic situations, shenanigans and conundrums we concern ourselves with.
D.E.U.C.E.S.

When your world falls apart..

Sometimes your world simply comes undone

And everything seems to fall apart

Sometimes it seems like no one cares and no one sees

And everyone goes on doing their business

Sometimes that just makes things worse

And you feel alone though you are surrounded by friends

Sometimes it seems you have made wrong decisions

And your mistakes and miscalculations hurt the ones you love

Sometimes you realise you are not perfect

And you really cannot be that perfect person

Sometimes your dreams simply comes undone

And you are afraid you may be walking on the boulevard of broken dreams

Sometimes the unexpected hits so hard and uncertainty takes over

And your future, your life, your dreams, the ones you love 

Sometimes life gets so complicated, so depressing, so annoying

In times like these there's only one thing to remember

That though you may not know what the future holds

You do know who holds the future

And that is all you will ever need

It is all you will ever need to know

For my friend, I love you mucho.

Just a little pick me up for my readers. Enjoy.

8 Hours of Foreplay

I just had 8 hours of foreplay

With someone I never found attractive

Text messages back and forth

A phone call here and there

Facebook messages

And a video call on skype

I just had 8 hours of foreplay

I just had 8 hours of mind sex

And now I'm trying to fall asleep

.... but I can't

There is such a thing as mental foreplay, and it doesn't always have much to do with flirting. 

Lost Your HEAD??! :D

I was traveling from DC to Philly and was listening to Shaggy's 'Hot Shot' album. I really like that album, bdw. Anyway, I was listening to his song 'Not Fair' ft. Rude, and I just started laughing. I guess I never really paid great attention to the lyrics when I was a kid, lol, well Thank God, I'm sure I would have been disturbed. Anyhu, I got inspired to write a lil sum'n sum'n about the law of reciprocity ;). Excuse my French, will you? I really tried to stay politically correct blah blah.. I really tried, trust me it could have been worse..so dun judge me its all fun and games :D

Boy what have you done for me?
I’ve been going down on you
You not going down on me 

                       (RUDE)

Girl that’s how a rude boy plays 

I don’t have to take you there 

I can please you in other ways 

Across the hall neighbors hear the sound 

Mr. lover Lover in town 

Carpet burns from being on the ground 

Rudy have hot gal a' moan and groan  

"Baby don’t stop""Yeah you like that Simone" 

Champion lover the best pound for pound 

Take you to the clouds without going downtown
(Shaggy)

You do me, I do you

Or is that not how it goes?

You may be some sort of god

Some sort of god between the sheets

And you do take me there

Not every single time

And yes I fake it every now and then

Ya, moaning and groaning-- mmhmm, not hard to fake

Champion lover, the best pound for pound, sure

But dude I think its time for something new

:D

Why? why don’t you just change your ways?
Won’t you open up your mind
Boy we’re living in modern days
                                (RUDE)                                                                             Girl I’m coming from the school

Where if you want the job done right

You have to used the proper tool

You never been love until you’ve been filled

Filled full of pleasure from a rude boy's skill

Passion and ecstasy you know the drill

Full up your cup till your juices spill

Leave the door open just for the thrill

Now we’re at the point where you can’t keep still

Covered in sweat but feeling the chill

That’s the effect of a lover man’s pill

Tell me why you want to tease me

don’t you want to please me

Why you holding back when I know what’s on you mind

(Shaggy)

You do me, I do you 

Or is that not how it goes?

And I don't think you quite get it

Though it really shouldn't be that hard to get

Its not the same feeling, not the same high

So until you learn the law of reciprocity

And get off your strict vegetarian diet

You'll be the pied piper of your own pipe

For you don't do me, I certainly do not do you

We'll both stick to the 'basics' then, shall we?

But dude I'd really love for you to try something new

:D

Hope that gave you a laugh, or atleast made you smile..ok, or shake your head.lol. But yeah, I do have a point, or? Oh and without going into too much detail, may I also add that cleanliness is next to godliness (I'm sure you've heard adults say that so many times), yeah it applies to personal hygiene as well, no one wants to be a fisherman catching ..ermm, what? dead fish? lol..oh and i'd assume that anyone would rather clean a dirty pipe with anything other than their mouth. ok, i'm done here...and yes, shoot me if you want to, I totally just said it. lol

Your Glow-In-The-Dark Heart

I love you for who you are

And what you do to me

I love you for what you are

And what you think of me

I love you because you have a big heart

A big heart which i still hold in my little palms

I love you because its undeniable

I mean the world to you

I love you for no matter where you are..

You send your love my way

I love you because we keep moving forward

We keep building, we keep hoping, we keep loving

I love you because you believe in me

You believe in us

And no matter the dark times 

I still manage to find my way..

To your glow-in-the-dark heart

I love you for exactly who you are

... :D ...

                                       Shels