11/30/10

Oh tidings of comfort and joy!


Oh the weather outside is frightful
But dang, you're so delightful !

Little drummer boy, shall I play for you ?
Pa rum pum pum pum

For I too want to be your maid A-milking
On the 8th day of christmas

Surely, all I want for christmas is You !
All wrapped up in my favorite rubber !

Let's take the road before us and sing a chorus.. or two
Come on, it's lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you

We'll frolick and play, the eskimo way
In our winter wonderland

Leave the neighbors seeking answers..
"Do you hear what I hear?"

As we deck the halls will all sorts of holly
Fa La La La La La La La La La !!

It's beginning to look a lot like christmas now, init?

'Oboshie, aden wo expecte something different anaa?'..

Don't mind me, I'm just an inappropriate heediot.. tomorrow, tomorrow, i'll write something worth reading.

Playlist
comfort and joy
let it snow
little drummer boy
12 days of christmas
all i want for christmas is you
sleigh ride
winter wonderland
do you hear what i hear?
deck the halls
it's beginning to look a lot like christmas now

11/29/10

Green Green Grasses, Kweku Ananse Story


I have given up on grasses green
For never have I experienced it first hand
For i have always been just okay
Only been just ordinary
Greener pastures? Hear-say! Hear-say, I say!

I have given up on grasses green
Because clearly, I was born in a desert
I am just a grain of sand blending in
With no hope of ever seeing a lawn
I am always just okay

You see, some of us were never meant to see green
Seems my life got the memo, Keep off the grass!!
That some feet are made for walking on pavements
And so they walk till they tire
Then they stray unto the street, not the grass

And God forbid that they get knocked over
By a passing bus or truck, heck, even a bicycle
Noooo, definitely not a Limo
Noooo, that would be too cool
For those to whom green is just a tale


Happy Cyber Monday!!

I wrote this on Thanksgiving day, can you imagine? But I didn't want to post it, cos I felt like it might be a little inappropriate for the occasion.

11/20/10

You Paint Me


Cos you have a sweet sinful smile. I'm in trouble. Cos you turn me upside down and around and around


There's color in my cheeks
Eeeek!!! There it is again
Creeping slowly and spreading
Spreading all over

I'm all red, I'm all hot
Every single inch of me
Burns for you
Certainly, I've got the hots for you

Suddenly, I want to be good for you
All the darkness, all the black, out the window
Because I want to be pure, white as snow, for you
Because you make me yellow as the sun

Yellow as the sun, I say
And occasionally you make me green
Green, and a different kinda red
When you turn on your charm, for anyone but me

And when that happens, when that happens
Insecurities creep in, and all is grey
And I wonder when that day will come
When you will paint me blue

Just like everyone else who has been here
Only for the next stranger to ask, yet again
Honey, is blue your favorite color?
Only for me to reply..

'No, No, No.. It's the painters' favorite!!'

                                                                         S.H.E.L.S

I see how things can turn red, yellow, green, white whatever, but when ish hits the fan, and you become blue, dun ever turn black .. bitterness can eat your soul, dun let it. Toodles guyyys!!

For You, You've turned me yellow jello. lol

11/11/10

Baggage

Baggage baggage baggage
Don't we all travel with them?
Even if its simply hand-baggage
Who would you be without it?
Ever wondered? I certainly have

Heck, sometimes you just sigh
Cos you have so much baggage
You even have to pay extra
Just to keep holding on to it

Yet without it, You'd be saving a lot
And traveling a whole lot lighter
Yet there are some things that we keep
Things that only hold us down

Why? Just so that occasionally we can do what?
Go through all the old 'stuff'
Attempt to wear them, use them, admire them?
Watch them with contempt? Spit on them?
Pack and re-pack, yet throwing nothing away

Like a compulsive hoarder
You hold on to that which you will never need
Like a masochist
You hold on to that which hurts

So what? There was a iceberg, that seemed so small at first
Yet it was so big it destroyed your mighty ship
And down you went sliding into the dark cold waters
Now you use your suitcase as some sort of raft

Holding on, waiting for someone to save you
If only you could let go, then you could swim to the shore
Look! Its only half a mile away, you can do it!
Papa taught you how to swim, remember?
Before the water gets too cold

Before you freeze to death
You and your baggage

'RIP to the girl you used to know. Her days are over ... you say you got baggage, well I'm packed too.' Drake

11/2/10

The Bullish Recovery


I really had no plans
Whatever, whenever was fine with me

I had no investment plan
Long-term goals, short-term, no idea

Now somehow I find myself in a bind
I am buying into an idea

I seem to have found the perfect bond
And it is not some sub-prime junk

And the only rating that matters is mine
No speculation necessary to leave me moody

Because its more than just a hunch
Mr. Top-Notch-Ass has proven himself an Asset

The kind you keep in your portfolio
The bullish type that kicks all your other options out

The type that makes itself available to only you
And asks that you take the risk and invest in only One

The Key

The Heart

The Promise

The return

Dividends

Over Time


~ Hi folks!!


To You, thanks for the much needed mental stimulation.

10/28/10

Feel Better


If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better 
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all


If I tell you I want to make you smile
If I tell you I want to sooth ur pain
If I tell you I want to calm your fears
Would you let me close enough to do so
Would you let me kiss you where it hurts
And where do I kiss? Where does it hurt?
Your hands, Your neck, Your lips or Your tears

Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it


If i had that penny worth more than precious stones
The one that could pay for your thoughts
Would you tell me what you were thinking
Would you let me into that private space
If I told you I would understand
Would you pretend that you cannot hear?
Would you pretend that I am not here?

You're getting sadder, getting sadder
Getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand
And I don't understand 

No matter the degrees of separation
I can still feel your pain
I see the tears you try so hard to hide
The silence echos louder than you think
You hide in your own world, lose yourself in deep thought
Because you were placed in a scary, selfish, arrogant world
Now you feel invisible, ordinary .. nothing .. dead

But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all



Will you show me where it hurts?
And will I just be kissing the surface?
Will I have to get inside of you?
Will I have to kiss your thoughts?
Will I have to kiss your dreams?
Will I have to kiss your heart?
Do I have the permanent fix?

Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all... 

If it hurts all over, then I'm all over you
If it hurts in those dark, uncharted parts of you
Those not-particularly-scenic parts of you
Those almost-totally-unheard-of parts of you
The parts I'm eager to know .. and explore
The trail that runs deep into your thoughts, your soul
In that little corner of your heart, I want to plant a kiss


But if I kiss you where it's sore ..


Let me
Let's see









Get Well Soon





Feel Better



#1 Inspiration: 'Better' by Regina Spektor. I love her. (The words in black are her lyrics, the rest are mine)
#2 Inspiration: Conversations I've had over the past few days, things I see around me, stories.. and mostly my imagination.

For You :) Hope you like it. Begin To Hope.

10/27/10

Trick or Treat


I admit I have a sweet tooth
And you're unbelievably sweet

I have a soft spot for you
And its not just because you are eye candy

I'd hate to think you're all about looks
I'd like to think you taste good as well

I guess I'll find out at the end of October
If you're a trick

Or a treat


Lolol.. People have just been giving me pressure to blog.. sigh, i'm uninspired.. so I start chatting rubbish. 

Photo: Willie MonFret :)

For you, 'trick or treat'..lmaaaooo, because you asked.

10/13/10

Blindness : The Dark

Blindness:
Loss or absence of the ability to perceive visual images


It's right in front of you!!
Why can't you see??!!
They kept screaming at her
Thinking she most certainly must be a moron
For there is no other logical explanation
For no one can possibly be that blind
.. That naive, that trusting, that deluded
Stupid, Fool, Idiot

I'm scared of the dark
I hate being the blind one
Groping for that which I cannot see
Throwing darts in the dark
And wishing on a star that I do not miss
So I avoid the unknown

Yet we live in a world of the unknown
And we are all blind, or atleast a little bit
Sometimes we have to grope around in the dark
Other times we just have to throw the darts and wish..
You cannot avoid the unknown if you live in it
You just need to make sure you are not alone in the dark
Everyone has people who care about them
Realizing you were never alone.. Knowing the people who truly care
Gives you a head start

Some people can't see at all
Some see only what they want to see
Some see what they have been avoiding
Some see what has been there all along

And some just count themselves lucky
Because they can see clearly now
With a little help from their other four senses
In this strange, dark world


Perceive:
To become aware of, know or identify by means of the senses

Defn: Dictionary.com

You were never alone, just listen through the silence, you'll hear someone else breathing, someone else whispering, someone else listening, someone else moving, someone else sniffing ..

10/7/10

Beat without Bass


What's a beat without bass
And what's a song without a beat

What's love-making without a climax
And what's a climax without a plot

What's a video game without Player 2
And what's a player without the game

What's college without a fraternity
And what's a fraternity without parties

What's consumer spending without credit
And what's a market without the consumer

What's a sonnet without the rhyme scheme
And what's a poem without a theme

I'm not saying I'm nothing without you
I'm saying with you I'm all that


... and so much more

10/2/10

No one gets out alive anyway

"Never take life too seriously. No one gets out alive anyway."


Something broke
Something that can never be fixed

Something was stolen
Something that will never be returned


Something left
Something that will never come back


Something haunts
Something that needs to rest

And there is someone somewhere
Desperately trying to believe in a fair world

And the universe heaves a huge sigh
For the world and its inhabitants..
.. Never played fair


~ Just a few things i've been discussing..
If you kill, must you be killed? Is that fair? What are the religious implications? social implications?
Taking some1s life is a big deal though, and I think it is punishable by death. Why should you live when you deprived someone of life? What is your excuse, seriously? Bad upbringing? poverty?  But how does a murderer's death affect his/her innocent family members? Is it really alright for the victim's family to scream for blood? It gets complicated easily, doesn't it? I don't have the answers, but killing someone is a big deal, when its intentional.

9/27/10

Something There



There's something sweet and almost kind 
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined 
But now he's dear and so unsure 
I wonder why I didn't see it there before 

Oh so unkind, just not my kind
That's what I thought
Then something changed
Perhaps it was there all along
And now its cute, well I think so
And now he's sweet, and quite a mess
Whenever we're together he tries to be refined
Its quite funny actually,well I think so
Yet I do more than laugh when he glances at me

She glanced this way, I thought I saw 
And when we touched she didn't shutter at my paw 
No it can't be, I'll just ignore 
But then she's never looked at me that way before 

I don't know what it is about her
Maybe she sees right through me
I get confused, whenever she's near
And for some reason, I no longer can be mean
And for some reason, all I want her to see is me
I should run while I can still feel my legs
But warning signs, we both ignore
Insanity! Oh she does the strangest things to me
And when she looks at me, caution leaves with the wind

New and a bit alarming 
Who'd have ever thought that this could be? 
True that he's no Prince Charming 
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see 

Well, who would have guessed?
We must be nuts
We did not bargain for this
What were we thinking?
No, it can't be!
We'll just ignore
Its so peculiar
There may be something there..
That wasn't there before
Perhaps there's something there..
That was simply hidden
Perhaps we're sane after all
Because there's something there that wasn't there before

                                                                                     s.h.e.l.s.

~ Inspiration: Beauty and The Beast (Something There)
   
.. there may be something there that wasn't there before :D




9/23/10

Perspectives and Perceptions

Photo credit: I found it on flicker, by Lauri Ward. I really like it, thought I'd share it. Somehow it inspired me to write this post for 3 of my friends celebrating their birthdays today.

I've seen it all
All that was meant to stay in the dark
And all that was brought to light
I've seen it all

I've been the silent observer
I've been the one who spoke when no one else could
Sometimes I'm blunt, other times I'm politically correct
I've said it all

I've been there
I've done that
I've felt it all
The pain
The sadness
The hurt
The joy
The euphoria
The passion
I've felt it all

The fights
The drama
The complications
The celebrations
The break-ups
The make-ups
I've definitely seen my fair share

I peer at the world with these eyes of mine
And I take each day as it comes
Knowing that sometimes not everything I see looks good
There's the good, the bad and the ugly
And I've seen it all

But with these two eyes
I have control over my perspective
And my perspective affects my perception
And my perception affects my perspective
So I stay positive
Knowing that there's beauty in every ugly


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVES!

W.M. Coleman, K. Adoo, N. Nettey (dang! thats a lot for one day)

Life is a beach, bitchessss!!! 
Friends don't always get along, they don't always agree with each other, and they can down right just piss you off, but one thing is a constant-- their friendship. Friends can give each other crap, but they never treat each other like crap (sheeeee...flow me, flow me... i gAt lyrics..lmao, i'm just a fool chale)

9/19/10

Not with a Fizzle, But with a Bang ! :D


You give me the warm fuzzies
And then you give me hot flashes
You give me butterflies in my tummy
And then a funky feeling in my groin
You give me electricity
And then you give me fire

You give me a lot
But most importantly
You give me You

And we create poetry
You, the skillful poet
Me, the beautiful poem
You write me
And you re-write me
Over and over again
Each time, something new
Each time, something special
Each time, something real

You give me a lot
But most importantly
You give me You

All of you, you give me
I'm officially smitten
Officially and unconditionally
So I'm officially yours
On the record
Its me and you


.. It starts in my toes, and I crinkle my nose, wherever it goes I always know that you make me smile ..' (Colbie Caillat)



For 'Target' ;)

~ Hiiiiiiii.... I'm baaaaack !!! :D
Photo Credits: jimjamzoo (aren't they adorable?)

Ok I just realized there are a lot of sexual connotations -- not intentionally .. but that works out too. lol


9/15/10

Jason Mraz- Life Is Wonderful

So since i've been so lazy and uninspired, I decided to share the lyrics of one my fav Jason Mraz songs with you... enjoy :) I love me some Mraz.

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle


D.E.U.C.E.S.

8/23/10

The learning Disorder


Apparently one should learn from their mistakes
Well then we must have a serious learning disorder
Because we keep making the same mistakes over and over again
But can anyone really blame us?
If some of our mistakes come in different shapes and forms
Every time we think: different scenario, different circumstances
But wait! Different scenario, different circumstances, Same Fool!
Like some sort of cosmic joke, and the gods are against us
The truth so often evades us, and the 'aha!' moment comes too late
Suddenly we see the truth, that perhaps we had once known
The truth, that perhaps we chose to forget


We suddenly realise...

We should have tried harder
We should have pushed forward
We should have backed down
We should have said something
We should have said nothing
We should have prayed
We should have stayed home
We should have helped
We should have saved
We should have mended that broken relationship
We should have overcome our learning disorder

But we did not... and the cycle goes on

Different scenario, different circumstances
Same old retard


~ Inspiration: I was telling a friend about the different ways i've spent money this summer, and how i'm going to save...and then i was like...oh but i want to do this and that and that...and then I realised, I would always have something (something that's not always smart) to use my money for... meanwhile i hate being broke oh. lol..i'm like a retard, i never learn. We then had a group convo about how people sometimes just don't want to learn. We keep making the same mistakes, just in a diff manner/fashion. It progresses from the very minute things to the really grave/ epic situations, shenanigans and conundrums we concern ourselves with.
D.E.U.C.E.S.

8/17/10

When your world falls apart..


Sometimes your world simply comes undone
And everything seems to fall apart

Sometimes it seems like no one cares and no one sees
And everyone goes on doing their business

Sometimes that just makes things worse
And you feel alone though you are surrounded by friends

Sometimes it seems you have made wrong decisions
And your mistakes and miscalculations hurt the ones you love

Sometimes you realise you are not perfect
And you really cannot be that perfect person

Sometimes your dreams simply comes undone
And you are afraid you may be walking on the boulevard of broken dreams

Sometimes the unexpected hits so hard and uncertainty takes over
And your future, your life, your dreams, the ones you love 

Sometimes life gets so complicated, so depressing, so annoying
In times like these there's only one thing to remember

That though you may not know what the future holds
You do know who holds the future

And that is all you will ever need
It is all you will ever need to know


For my friend, I love you mucho.

Just a little pick me up for my readers. Enjoy.


8/11/10

8 Hours of Foreplay


I just had 8 hours of foreplay
With someone I never found attractive
Text messages back and forth
A phone call here and there
Facebook messages
And a video call on skype
I just had 8 hours of foreplay
I just had 8 hours of mind sex
And now I'm trying to fall asleep
.... but I can't

There is such a thing as mental foreplay, and it doesn't always have much to do with flirting. 

8/9/10

Lost Your HEAD??! :D

I was traveling from DC to Philly and was listening to Shaggy's 'Hot Shot' album. I really like that album, bdw. Anyway, I was listening to his song 'Not Fair' ft. Rude, and I just started laughing. I guess I never really paid great attention to the lyrics when I was a kid, lol, well Thank God, I'm sure I would have been disturbed. Anyhu, I got inspired to write a lil sum'n sum'n about the law of reciprocity ;). Excuse my French, will you? I really tried to stay politically correct blah blah.. I really tried, trust me it could have been worse..so dun judge me its all fun and games :D

Boy what have you done for me?
I’ve been going down on you
You not going down on me 


                       (RUDE)







Girl that’s how a rude boy plays 

I don’t have to take you there 
I can please you in other ways 
Across the hall neighbors hear the sound 
Mr. lover Lover in town 
Carpet burns from being on the ground 
Rudy have hot gal a' moan and groan  
"Baby don’t stop""Yeah you like that Simone" 
Champion lover the best pound for pound 
Take you to the clouds without going downtown
(Shaggy)
You do me, I do you
Or is that not how it goes?
You may be some sort of god
Some sort of god between the sheets
And you do take me there
Not every single time
And yes I fake it every now and then
Ya, moaning and groaning-- mmhmm, not hard to fake
Champion lover, the best pound for pound, sure
But dude I think its time for something new
:D

Why? why don’t you just change your ways?
Won’t you open up your mind
Boy we’re living in modern days

                                (RUDE)                                                                             Girl I’m coming from the school

Where if you want the job done right
You have to used the proper tool
You never been love until you’ve been filled
Filled full of pleasure from a rude boy's skill
Passion and ecstasy you know the drill
Full up your cup till your juices spill
Leave the door open just for the thrill
Now we’re at the point where you can’t keep still
Covered in sweat but feeling the chill
That’s the effect of a lover man’s pill
Tell me why you want to tease me
don’t you want to please me
Why you holding back when I know what’s on you mind
(Shaggy)
You do me, I do you 
Or is that not how it goes?
And I don't think you quite get it
Though it really shouldn't be that hard to get
Its not the same feeling, not the same high
So until you learn the law of reciprocity
And get off your strict vegetarian diet
You'll be the pied piper of your own pipe
For you don't do me, I certainly do not do you
We'll both stick to the 'basics' then, shall we?
But dude I'd really love for you to try something new
:D


Hope that gave you a laugh, or atleast made you smile..ok, or shake your head.lol. But yeah, I do have a point, or? Oh and without going into too much detail, may I also add that cleanliness is next to godliness (I'm sure you've heard adults say that so many times), yeah it applies to personal hygiene as well, no one wants to be a fisherman catching ..ermm, what? dead fish? lol..oh and i'd assume that anyone would rather clean a dirty pipe with anything other than their mouth. ok, i'm done here...and yes, shoot me if you want to, I totally just said it. lol