Complicated Dance

So we were all at this gathering
And the music was pretty good
I saw you tapping your feet
And I kinda wanted to dance as well
So we both 'kinda' wanted to dance
So we both 'kinda' started dancing
Ei, come and see foot works!
Surprise, surprise!
Spinning me around
Throwing me about
Playing 'catch me if you can'
Sorry, but I can't keep dancing
This dance is way too complicated
I haven't eaten all day
I'll rather do a simple dance
Then i'll know what to expect.

'White Cards, White Cars, All white everything?'

Get your white tees on
All white everything
White Cards
White Cars
All white everything
Strong Teeth
Strong Bones
All milk everything
Never heard of white cards?
That's cos we're on some new sh*t
You're still on that old sh*t
Please don't take this sh*t hard
I'm not being a coke zero
Coco Pops ain't popping no more
'Honey nut cherio-ing' it up in this b^&*h
.. Like an unborn baby, lol
All white, all white, all white everything!

  
          ~ lol, its all fun and games. Excuse my french, it wouldn't have been the same without it. (strong teeth, strong bones paa...smh at myself)    

 ~ 'We are, Ya, I said it, We are / This is Roc Nation, pledge your allegiance / Get y'all black tees on,  all black everything / black cards, black cars, all black everything!!' - Jay-Obolo Mouth-Z, aka. talent.lol

To my Peeps - A toast to self-happiness and good times

After a long day
Hustle and bustle
Stress and more stress
I find no greater joy
Than to just kick it
With 'y'all all'
Because you make me smile
You make me laugh my ass off
You make me SMH..
Its amazing how much fun we have together
In that secluded village of ours
I got your back
And you hold on tight to mine as well
Ups and downs, we obviously have
But through it all
There's always one thing we know for sure
When it boils down to it
We're one people and we share a special bond
I may not have ever said this
So I might as well say it now
So if you didn't know now you know
I LOVE '' Y'ALL ALL'
Now SMILE make I see your DIMPLE (DIMPOL)


         ~ For my FandM peeps...especially the summer peeps...SIMPOL DIMPOL!!! OHHH MY GAAALLLDDD!!!! Love u, miss u!

Warm Fuzzy feelings

Warm fuzzy feelings
Creeping up my tummy
Yum...yummy gummy bear
I'm giggling like a school girl
I'm laughing and I just can't help it
Its those warm fuzzy feelings
That I feel when I look at you
But only when I'm Intoxicated
Intoxicated goggles looking at you


           ~ For the squad, and the things we've seen and heard.

The Long walk

I strolled out the door
Heavy heart on my sleeve
Properly Armed and ready to attack
Anyone who attempted to bruise my bare heart
Equally ready to tuck it back in
If I failed to secure and protect it
I strolled out the door
And I just walked
In no particular direction
I just walked
And Oh did I see a 1000 things
On this random walk, I walked
Oh did my eyes almost go blind
On this random walk, I walked
And then I felt a comforting presence
Walking two steps behind me
And then walking right beside me
.. Hello ..
I responded with a warm smile
In silence we walked
On this random walk, I walked
I did not tire, neither did you
And when we both got tired
We held each other's hands
And we kept walking in silence
And when I stumbled, fell and cried
You wiped away my tears
And when you bruised your knee
I rubbed it and made you forget the pain
And we walked
On this random walk that I walked alone
And I always thought you would take the next exit
But you kept walking with me
And when I decided it was time to go back home
You still walked with me
All the way back home
So I made you dinner
And we talked about everything and nothing
Our friendship established
Endless possibilities awaiting...
My heart smiled.. My heart was light
I sighed..
I will not be walking alone tomorrow


          ~For DJ. Ru!!!

Pearl Of Wisdom

My Inspiration
My Rock
My Love
My Person
My Friend
My Confidant
My Comforter
My 'Long Tin Woman'
My Ride or Die Chic
My Pearl of Wisdom
My Pearl Akoi
My 'Afi the Amazing'!
My Mother :-)

Undying Music

My love for you...
Its indescribable
Irreplaceable
Undying
Its different
Its refreshing
It started even before those baby steps
Those puny attempts to dance
My way of showing my affection
For my dear music

Breathless
Tearful
Sad
Angry
Happy
Insane
Butterflies
Ecstatic
All these I could possibly feel
When you are in control
And then there is this other feeling
I can't quite explain it
Its an alternate reality
An out of body experience
Where a force more powerful than I
Completely takes over my being
Surreal

To me you were perfect
Lyrics
Instrumentals
You reach for my soul
Lifting me out of the blues
I can never lose sight of that rhythm
You spit rap, you spit fire
mmm..soothing flavored balm..classic
Rock me gently
Sway me now
Funky grime-y hip-hop in a country dancehall
The high life, the hip life and all that jazz
To me you were golden

Until the tumor came along
Multiple tumors
Gradually they became cancers
Then they spread
Threatening to disgrace
Consume
Erase
Your essence
A remedy is in order
For my love will not go down
The battle lines are drawn
Help is on the way
Health is on the way
It is so on..


Disclaimer : This is not a literary masterpiece, bear with me... But u catch my drift..

Forgotten

I once knew this song
I loved this song to bits
I loved it for the lyrics
I loved it for the instrumentals

It made me dance
It made me jump
It made me laugh
It made me cry
It made me feel everything
It made me feel nothing

I haven't heard this song in ages
If I hear this song anywhere
I cannot confidently say
'That's my song'
I try to sing along
Try to remember the lyrics
Just for the heck of it
But everything has faded away
I try to dance
I try to jump
A force prevents me from doing so

I once knew this song
I thought it was a lovely song
I danced so beautifully to it
I danced so gracefully to it
I danced with such crazy passion
I sang with no inhibitions

I know I loved this song to bits
I try to remember
How I danced
How I laughed
How I cried
Yet no matter how hard I try
I cannot remember this song

Do I care that I do not remember?
Not particularly
For if I could forget
Then it is not 'my' song, is it?

I once knew this song
But I know it no more
I once loved this song
But I love it no more

                     ~ Inspired by R.S.
                         For Pizzle.....Response

* There is no need for a pointless attempt to play broken strings when the music will never sound the same...its even worse when you can't remember what u r supposed to play..cos 90!

Disclaimer : So it seems I need a disclaimer for this one as well, since people keep asking me what or who I'm talking about..again kokonsa ppl want to know, so here it goes...this has nothing to do with me my dearies, as u can CLEARLY see, it was inspired by R.S. and written for Pizzle..if you cannot step in anyone's shoes for a second and write/think from their perspective, well, I can. hehe. I am inspired mainly by conversations I have with others, tryna get in other people's head (take waiting for you, for example), and largely by music (my love). So ya, there u have it, enjoy :-)

Waiting for you

I can still hear you whisper in my ear

I can till feel your breath against my neck

I can still feel your heartbeat against my chest

That familiar smell envelopes me

All these I hear, feel and smell

As I toss and turn

I cannot tell the difference

Between reality, imagination and dream

Across the waters I hear you sing to me

I hear you calm my fears

I run with open arms and dance with you

The ocean, our dance floor

The sky, our ceiling

The waves echoing a story

Of two bodies, of two souls

Who cannot live apart

An offensive ray of light intrudes

Rudely bathing my face

Unwanted, Uncalled for

A sweet dream instantly turns into a nightmare

For I can see you no more

Feel, touch, hear you.. no more

I wake up in cold sweat

Panting

Needing

Wanting

And hoping

That you find your way back where you belong.

Disclaimer: I feel the need to put this disclaimer here because way too many people have been asking me who my new boy is. Why I cannot use my imagination or what? lmao!

Disclaimer 2: It seems another is in order, since too many people are on my case, hehe, even my mother wants to know who I'm waiting for. So ya, again I repeat, this is not about me, its about and for rabbit. If my posts are not for some1 in particular, then they are general. ebei! ok, now smile everyone, and enjoy. hehe

ps. if u want me to express your thoughts, please feel free to let me know what they are. I'll be happy to write.

~ For rabbit.. Abi we are all here. We shall see. lmao

Fiscally Fit

I walk into the room

I am greeted by your bitter sneer

You do not bother to utter a word

You despise me

I can see it in your sunken eyes

Your eyes tell stories

Stories of hunger, pain, and poverty

I can see it in your Rawlings Chain

In your bad complexion

And again in your eyes that burn with fury

How you despise me

You look at my pot belly

And snort

If you had the chance

You would dice me into a million pieces

For in your eyes

I have ripped you off

I have made bad decisions

And taken many risks

Now you are unemployed

With no hope for the future

I see it differently though

I was only being logical

A utility maximizing individual

In a capitalistic world

I call it my empire

You call it the International Bank of Idiots

I call it my government

You call it the Banana Republic

Its unfortunate you don't have in hiding

A stash on the Cayman Islands

Its unfortunate you cannot pay your loans

But please do not sneer at me

Or lynch me because i put your life in Peril

Certainly I do not appreciate your comments

Those nasty words

The name-calling

And the 'character defamation'

Saying I made-off with your money

Even my pot belly has had its fair share

Of your venomous tongue

I may not be physically fit

But certainly I am 'fiscally fit'

And that's more than I can say for you

So why don't you crack a smile

And let us pray for a stimulus

You need a job

And I need my bonus.

Two Can Have Mood Swings

Yesterday... 

I tried to talk to you

But you payed me no mind

I tried to get your attention

But you could not be bothered

Today I made breakfast

But you were not hungry

I made lunch

But you still weren't hungry

Yesterday...

Everyone in the world was cute

But me

Everyone in the world was better

Than me

You could see everything beautiful

But me

Now...

In the dark of the night

When the cold wakes you up

Suddenly I am all that matters?

I am all you can see?

Suddenly you want to play

Tickle me Elmo?

Yesterday...

You did not want to talk

But tonight...

You want to whisper

You want to grunt

No Mister! 

My friends and I are closed

Until further notice

Can't you see I am resting

Saving up enough energy

To be a star

To be an object of perfection

Just for you! Humph!

Just for you!

Negative Positives

You asked for my name

I obliged

I gave you my name

You asked for my number

I obliged

I gave you my number

You asked to be my friend

I obliged

I gave you my friendship

You asked for a date

I obliged

I gave you that date

You asked for a kiss

I obliged 

I gave you a kiss

You asked to be with me

I obliged

I gave you my love

You asked to make love to me

I did not oblige

You did not comprehend

Now its like I never obliged to anything ... ever!

~ Inspired by B.

University of Life - Life 101

Just a few tips to keep you going. Please feel free to add more through comments.

1. Life isn't always a bed of roses. Everything is not always gravy.

2. Trust no one. Obviously some people will not have your back, but others will try very hard to, but sometimes things come up...shit happens.

3. Stressed is desserts spelt backwards.

4. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In ALL your ways acknowledge him and he shall direct your path.

5. Just because you think you are wearing clothes doesn't mean you are actually wearing clothes.

6. If your heart was really broken, you would be dead!

7. Learn to walk away. Learn to move on. Even if it means breaking into a sprint.

8. Its okay to cry, its not okay to whine.

9. We can do all things through God who strengthens us.

10. Forgive

11. Be nice, but not too nice.

12. Please, Sorry, and Thanks are three very important words.

13. You can move mountains once you believe you can.

14. Hard work usually pays.

15. Never be a fool more than once.

16. Live, love, learn.

17. Make the most out of every situation. 

18. Life is a journey. We learn on-the-go.

19. When you see a snake bite someone, do not go near the snake unless you want it to kill you or you have some kind of weapon to completely kill that mofo.

20. Judge not, oh imperfect one.

21. In most cases it is always prudent to think before you act.

22. Eat healthy.

23. Honor thy father and thy mother.

24. Contrary to speculation, ignorance is not bliss. Knowledge is power.

25. Power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. Beware.

26. Beware of dogs, watch your buttocks.

27. Don't jealous me. (Green eyed envy will fill you up with bile!)

28. Do not wish to be in another's shoes, for you would probably stumble and fall.

29. God will never give you more than you can bear, so suck it up.

30. Patience + Perseverance, that's how the ant married the princess.

31. Sometimes when you can't sleep you do random things like blog about life.

I'll add more when I think of something else. Do add your two cents.

Oi Mate! I'm broke bloke!

Hustle and Bustle

In a city that's not mine

Up and down

A stranger in a costly city

I'm broke

Oh so broke

So tonight I hit the bars

Maybe I'll find for myself

A bloke

Oh a bloke

To put some sugar

In those empty pockets

Disclaimer - I'm in bed oh, please I am not going anywhere.

Drunk on You

I can't describe the euphoria

Nor the momentary insanity

Its intoxication of a different kind

Its in the way you look at me

Its in the way you make me smile

Its in the way you make me laugh

How one can feel intense joy

And then insane paranoia

Completely baffles me

Why my sanity hangs on your shoulders

Completely beats my imagination

Drunken debauchery of another kind

High and plastered

All on you

Its in the way you say my name

Its in the way you hold my hand

Its in the way you make me feel