Ultimate Loser

They say its never about who wins or loses

Its about being able to take the risk

Hoping for the best and learning from the worst

That's what they say

You said it wasn't a game
It was never about who won or lost
You never meant to take me for a ride
Yet you did

I said I could handle whatever the outcome was
I did not know what I was in for
They say its never about who wins or loses
But what do I do when I've lost everything?

When my feelings have not changed
When your feelings are all over the place
When you are the one who makes me happy
How am I not the loser?

They say, 'No worries. Its his loss'
How is it 'his loss' when I am the only one who suffers?
They say a lot of things
Yet they do nothing

They say its all about what happens next
How I cope and what I do
What if I don't want to cope
What if I want to fight for you ... still

But I was never a fighter
.. And which fool fights for what is not theirs?
For me, its now or never ...
So that is a question you need to answer ... again

I am tired of playing games with you
For I'm the only one who loses

Inspired by the phrase 'Ultimate loser', and some movie i watched, can't remember what its called though.

*** Hey people! I need a favor. Can you lemme know which two or three posts you love the most (on this blog)? I need to email like 2 poems to a poetry professor in my school, and appeal for him to let me into his class... and I dunno which ones to send. I'm not an English major, and I'm graduating this semester, so he being all long tin about it...ahiaa for me not being an English major, eh? Lemme know your suggestions in your comments, ok. Thanks Loves.