The Reason I Smile

At first when I see you cry,
Yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
But then I just smile I go ahead and smile

                                                  by Lilly Allen - Smile

Dear selfish, heart-less one

How are you?

I smile when I ask that question

Pretending like I actually care

But secretly I hope your life sucks

I hope you cry every night

And nothing ever works out for you

I hope your loved ones forget about you

And you wind up with fake and shallow friends

I hope you fail at everything you do

And break an arm and leg while you are at it

I hope your bank account is always empty

And your head as well

I hope everyday you wake up with regret

Regretting the day you were born

Regretting the day you did me wrong

I'm probably a hypocrite for pretending like I care

Offering soothing words when you break down and cry

Don't I seem like the perfect and sweetest person?

Well guess what? No one is perfect

I look back at how much you've hurt me over the years

And how unbelievable callous you can be

Then I look at you worrying and crying

I go home and toast by my lonesome

I smile and laugh and roll on the floor

I'm happy, I'm ecstatic

I hope you never stop failing

And I hope you never stop crying

For the pleasure I get from seeing you fall..

.. Aah, Orgasmic !!

                                 ----- By bitter, mentally unstable person

~ Inspiration- lily Allen-Smile
'Bitter, mentally unstable person' is an extreme case, quite evil, clearly needs help... but isn't this an interesting concept? One of my friend's was talking about his ex-girlfriend, and he said 'I hope she gets hit by a bus and breaks her leg'...dayumm!..